To maintain great marriage is to fall in love everytime...

Maybe God wants me to learn something first, before He gives me a baby.. Sometimes i questioned God, Why He give babies to people who don't want babies, but He don't give for people who want babies so much... Therefore, more poor people, more kid beggars on the street, more people sell their own daughter, more crimes are made..

I was awake this morning, and so sad when I found out that i am having my period. It means that, i am not gonna be pregnant this month.. :'(

During my journey to the office this morning, i heard from the radio,... "To maintain great marriage is to fall in love everytime".. I sat quietly and thinking... and suddenly I am not that sad anymore, when i remember what happend to me last month (with the same scene)..

I told my husband that day, and told him that I had my period. With his sleepy look from his face, he pulled me into his arms, and said "I will still love you so much whether we have a baby or not, Don't worry!, Let's try again..." There you go, tears rolled down on my cheeks, I fell in love again..

I don't know what God's plan for me is.. however, I know that I am so happy with my life now, having a great husband that will take care of me forever and having a great family... It's almost 10 months of marriage, but I feel that we'r closer and we never stop saying "I love you" before we sleep at nite"..

It's not God's time to give me a baby, but I am sure that it's God's time that I fell in love with my husband again..